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The interesting thing about grief, I think, is that it is its own size. It is not the size of you. It is its own size. And grief comes to you. You know what I mean? I’ve always liked that phrase “He was visited by grief,” because that’s really what it is. Grief is its own thing. It’s not like it’s in me and I’m going to deal with it. It’s a thing, and you have to be okay with its presence. If you try to ignore it, it will be like a wolf at your door.
Stephen Colbert (via peace-love-colbert)

I miss you all the time. I question our relationship. I wonder if what I believe about us is just a fantasy or reality.
I always imagine you are with me for every road trip or activity I do with my family. I imagine you and maya right there with us. I wonder if I’m ever going to find anyone else. I don’t want anyone else. But I wonder if I can get past you enough to even allow anyone else in…
It’s been 17 months. It’s easier than the first months but now I keep most of my thoughts about you to myself. I figure I’m suppose to be over you & no one wants to hear it anymore.
I guess I’m a lil mad too. I mean why did you give up? I get it but since I’m left behind I’m mad. It’s not fair. I want to quit this game of life too. I can’t. My kids only have me. I only had you. I know what being left alone feels like.
I would give anything to have you back! Maybe it’s time for you to visit me.


“Tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star–
One without a permanent scar?
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?”

Cause I sure miss you!

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